deeper...

everyday brings something new,
another something i cant do
alone and waiting, almost through
then waiting longer, lies from you...

i wake up from restless sleep
the days in passing make me weep
i cant hold on, its hard to keep
a grip on nothing, something deep...

an empty morning, full of bliss
the happy feelings that i miss
its quiet now, but hear it hiss
theres something deeper within this

an empty thought brings empty clues
with empty leads to empty news
funny, empty, in my shoes
my road you walk, which path you choose

the darkness surrounds every light
a lonely thought within the night
mayhap the morrow ends the plite
doubtful but hold on in spite

for ever gripping the nothing
at least i could if was a dream
but eight years too long it does seem
my fingers slipping... final scream...